"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyway."
-Glennon Doyle
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyway."
-Glennon Doyle
The sun continues to rise and set and we do what we will with the time in between.
Sometimes you don't know what will appear until it's right in front of you.
I rarely know what a painting will end up looking like. This one started as a face I wasn't particularly fond of, then an abstract, and then I saw flowers.
With chaos continuing to be the background noise of our lives, there is beauty that still remains. Pull it toward you and let it be your focus.
This is on a small piece of repurposed wood. It was a nature's art, a tree, then cut to be part of a woodworking project, then trimmed off as it was unused, then saved in a pile with other trimmings, then given to me, then used as a paint palette, and finally becoming the art you see here.
Acrylic
"Even through your hardest days, remember we are all made of stardust."
- Carl Sagan
Through the tangled web of confusion and pain, still there is light peeking through.
Mixed Media
Abstract paintings are like a sky filled with clouds.
"Blue"
As cool as it gets.
Drawn with eyes tightly shut, color and details added with eyes wide open.
Mixed Media
We don't have to be exactly alike to be friends.
When I first started this painting and was in the initial stages of layering, three figures stood out, and the word "soar" popped into my mind. I continued to paint and they continued to remain a presence. Last night I photographed it, turned off the living room lights, and went to bed. This morning as I ate my breakfast I looked at the painting from across the room, a good twenty feet or so, and noticed that there was a cross on the top figure. I had not noticed it as such during any stage of the painting. It was simply another bit of under layer. So as a person who has not embraced any religion I was left in a state of wonder. Not only wonder, as in awe, but also wonder as in "I wonder if I should diminish its appearance in some way." But my painting had told me last night (yes, my paintings communicate with me) that it was finished, and so I am listening.
Recently I wrote a piece for a group I'm a part of. "Faith" was the topic. Here's an excerpt:
"I don’t have a big picture feeling about faith in regard to faith religion-wise, though I do believe there is something bigger, some sort of guiding force. Faith when used in the context of “I have faith in,” does hold great meaning. I have faith in friendship, faith in the ability of people to choose to do good things, faith that things tend to work out, faith that expressing my gratitudes and intentions bring great beauty to my life, and faith in myself."
As you go to the polls hold all children in your hearts.
Their future world will be reflected in your choice.
Vote.
There is beauty in our pain and there is beauty in our recovery. There is beauty in our fear and there is beauty in our confidence. There is beauty in our incompleteness and there is beauty in our being whole. There is beauty in our sadness and there is beauty in our joy. We are beauty.
This piece has been sitting on my art table for a couple of months. It started as a palette for another painting I was working on, then I did a sketch and added a few highlights, and then it sat. I would look at it each day and this person I'd drawn would look back at me. I thought that certainly more was needed, that it was lacking in layers, but those eyes stopped me every time I felt the urge to add more. Today I finally listened and realized that this piece had been complete for quite some time.
"These pains you feel are messengers. Listen to them."
-Rumi
Our world, our society, one another...we are feeling these pains that are impacting our minds, bodies, spirits. I am hopeful that we will have the wisdom come November to listen to these messengers.
My heartfelt thanks to a dear friend who dropped off the cutest little owl that was the inspiration for this painting. It was just what my heart needed.
Out of my comfort zone...I think that's what creativity is for me these days. I tiny side step here and there, testing the waters, trying things on for size, being comfortable with being uncomfortable, and learning from all of it.
"Out of My Comfort Zone"
It's always an honor to be trusted with someone's image. I really enjoyed doing this commissioned piece.
I love this little girl's awareness that she is witnessing something so incredibly special. She radiates wonder, joy, and patience.
"Wonder, Joy, and Patience"
I was incredibly fortunate to have been asked by Art Spark Texas to do an artist talk this past week. I was in the middle of the piece below on the day of the talk and I wrote several passages before my talk about how thankful I was for the opportunity to share my journey and process and how thankful I was for those who would attend (and also those who would see it on YouTube when it's posted). After my talk I began drawing and then painting flowers. It's a lovely thing to be experiencing growth during a time when there is so much chaos. Thankful.
Image description: pink flowers with long stems over a blue, yellow, and pink background with minimalist writing and white paint splatters.